Small Town

Whats guys?
im gonna post some stuffs i hate about living in a small town

We dont have many options to go out, the best club we've got can only have 900 people in.
Once a new store opens you have to wait like a month to be able to go and check it out coz everyone decides to make that their new place to hang out since its new
when you are around 13 you so have to go walk around in the mall from 7 to 10 on fridays
Your status is based on what you wear and whats your surname and the car you drive, yes some idiots have the audacity to check out people like that to accept them
if the popular girls start a new trend its either follow it or be ready to get laughed at, they will point at you and laugh
the new hot thing right now is bbq party, i dont really get the point of having a bbq party with out meat, they only have alcohol

Ive never fit in, as in ever, i always lived in my own little world, i never like too many people around me and all that
but whenever i got home i used to try to fit in.
my cousin knows everyone as in every single person in this town, and he always try to make me go out and meet his friends(thats part of my journey towards the one), so since i was like 13 ive been only hanging out with his friends so all my ex's are part of that group and I think being a model makes people hate me right away, every girl i try to be nice with either back stab me with lies and gossips or they just act plain fake.
So i used to always checkout the party pictures on the popular websites so i would know what was the "normal" thing to wear.
But it never worked out, it's like no matter what i do i will always be a oil in the water just doesnt mix...
Now I stopped trying to be the way every girl is here, and it's not that easy to be yourself when yourself is totally the opposite of what you are expected to be.
So now I'm trying this new thing i'm mixing the real me with a little more smile and friendly face, i hope it doesnt sound like i'm a bitch coz i'm shy people, thats why i dont enter the room smiling like a clown waving to who knows what.
i will make that even more clear I'M SHY NOT A BICHT



i hope you guys like it
its a little bit of what is like when im back home -social wise

XOXO

My first official Pinoy date

So i was kinda lonely and my best friend PP was like ok i will hook you up with a really good guy i know, hes cute and hes 18 and kinda tall. i was like greatttttt... (ps. i was 16) then he was technically a perfect match. PP gave him my number and we started to chat he was really nice and sweet, we chatted for like few weeks and we decide to finally meet up.
HERE COMES THE GOOD STUFF
I am gonna call him ED here and me as me of course hahhaha
ED:let's watch a movie, so we can meet up.
ME: yes that's a good idea.
ED:where do you want to meet ?
ME: well i live in Makati so we could meet in Greenbelt, what do you think?
ED:hum... i cannot go out of greenhills area, my parents dont let me
ME:oh ok.(in my mind was like WHATTTTTTTTT???? HOW OLD ARE YOU? 10!!!!!!!!)
so we I went to greenhills and waited at starbucks, he took so long that i almost left!
when he showed up we went straight to the cinema, I dont even remember what we watched.
during the movie i was freezing and he had a jacket and HE NEVER OFFER IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!
after the movie when we walked out he's older brother yes guys his OLDER BROTHER was right behind was during the whole movie,LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
To make it worst he's brother wouldn't let me ride a cab so he drove me home in the car they asked me a LOT of questions
i was so embarrassed!!!! In the car was me, ed,his brother and his brother's girlfriend ...
After that i was confused if all the pinoys where like that ?!?!?!
but thankfully i found out thru other dates that not all of them bring their Kuya(older brother in Tagalog)to a date!!!!!!
LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME
ahahahahahahahahahaahahhaahhaahahahhaahhaahhahahhaahha


xoxo

Court tv

I've to admit that I'm obsessed with court tv!!!! i love peoples court with judge Millian!! i started college, i was taking law but unfortunately i had to stop due to my busy schedule. i was so upset, i loved it, my dream was to be a judge. so watching it makes me imagine how i would do that and all that ... and besides i love to watch those weirdo ahahhahha although it doesnt show in Brazil but i watch it on you tube.. thank god for you tube!!! it saves my life from boredom

Pinoy vs. Brazilians.. who would rather date ?

hey guys, whats up ???
I'm gonna comment a little about some differences in relationships between Filipinos and Brazilians...
im going to list them down and then lets see if u guys agree or not with my thoughts over it

Brazilians
its ok to hold hands without any intention of having a relationship with that person
Pinoy
holding hands is the first step on a relationship
Brazilians
they don't necessarily ask the girl out on a date, they get to know most of them true friends or after making out in a party or something ( Harsh huh? i know)
Pinoy
they will nicely take you on a dinner and talk and in the end you might get a good night kiss
Brazilians
they can be dating multiple girls at the time when they say they are no exclusive, but when i say multiple i mean it haahahhaha

Here's some over all review on Brazilian guys
They are so charming that makes it hard to avoid them, they know how to talk to girls and heres a major point they can make u feel so comfortable that it turns impossible to read their sings ..
But let me set record straight here ∫not all of them are like that!!!!!!
I happen to have few friends that are a true gentleman like Pinoy style .

I'm gonna just say what i think even though i didn't really go out with many pinoys, but my thoughts I believe that pinoys are gentlemens and respectful. But they can be a real Jerk, like any other coz in the end they are men !!!!!!

Next Post

Hey guys im so happy with ur responses you guys gave me to topics
i will be making them soon and ive some news
i will be making some videossss yeyyyyy i love it !!!!
i love making videos coz that way we can be closer =]
im not vary creative today so i will be writing more soon


xoxo

Speechless

well well well
i havent been blogging right? i know, i should keep it updated but ive been so bored as in so bored that really i dont have what to say... what about u give me some ideas?? like topics i should comment??? it would be fun... tweet me topics at @marianadelrio or on my facebook fan page =]
thank you
xoxo

what a wild freaking day !!!!

my day was just NUTS.....
i often say my life is boring, but today i paid for all my sins, Karma knocked on my door!!!
For real!! but im happy to say it had a great funny turn out!!!

So i've been awake since yesterday like 11 am its now 10 pm, i have been dealing with insomnia for like a year now so very often when i get too stressed out or something i cant put myself to sleep.Anyways around 7:30 am my mom came to my room and invited me to go look for the new furniture for my room, i went happy as a clown, when we got there it was a freaking farmers market there was flowers all over and she ended up just looking for flowers and btw i hate flowers!! shopping for flowers is boring , give me allergy and its pointless since the bitch will day in 2 days!!!! From there we went to a carpenters shop and i found some stuffs but i dont know why we decided not to buy and go to my grandma first, when we got there she wasn't in her best mood and knowing her and her italian self i would not be the one who's shes gonna find a reason to fight with, we left and went back to the store to get what i liked, great what beautiful day right? Noo when i decide to tweet i look at my Blackberry and its not connecting to the freaking server, instead of freaking out already i tried being calm at first and trying to forget about how much i needed to tweet or anything and ps. i didnt have my iphone with so i was internet-less which for me is the worst case scenario!!! so then i got home and thought well im just gonna call my service provider which is Vivo and they will fix it, knowing how the like to keep you on hold for hours and usually they know nothing and they end up just making ur problem more complicated then it already is i called them, i told the girl what my problem was and she asked if i had already bought the Blackberry service so i told yes i did i gave her the dates and all my info she might need and she kept on hold for like 40 minutes and when she finally said she didnt know how to connect me back to the fabulous Blackberry world and she would transfer me to tech guy she Hang Up on me that little BITCH.. so i freaked out and told myself im going to a Vivo store right now and im gonna get this shit fixed or i would break the whole store in tiny little pieces!!!
I went to the car and my mom goes "Please don't make a scene there!!"
me-Well mom i need my bb service to work and i need it now i freaking paid for it..
my mom- i know that but you like to make scenes
i was like thinking "ok mom, what side are you on ?"
She thought i was really going to get there and break things so she entered in the car and said im taking you.
whatever as long as i get my goddamn bb service back!!!
we get there and there tons of people in the store and i got my number and waited then things started to get bad
besides me there was a couple young and dumb couple they were talking about their bus ride and i was in my mind like Shout the fuck up!! Until i look at the dudes hand and he had his thumb nail designed. I was like What the fuck is wrong with you people??? Grow some balls there dude!!!! i even took a pic!!! then as if it wasnt bad enough one family arrives with their like 3 yo daughter, i swear that kid was the most annoying kid in the whole world she would slap her dad in the face kick her freaking mom and would stop rolling around the store i was almost going to her and saying " If u dont sit and be quiet now i gonna fucking slap u so hard u will never forget me.." so finally it was my time i explained to the girl my prob and she said there was nothing she could do and sent me to ONLINE WEB CHAT i was like did i wait for 2 hours for nothing ? so the Web chat bitch didnt help at all as well and sent me to the tech dude i go there to talk to him and we are standing there as i was explaining AGAIN my prob when i men comes up do him and ACTUALLY goes on his knees in the fucking middle of the store and grab the dude legs and i just couldnt believe!! in my min was like" couldnt you wait few more minutes to have a mental breakdown?? why on my turn? WHYY???? But it turns out he was just joking trying to hide from his friend who was sitting right behind the tech dude, I still think the men has some issues to work in therapy.
The tech dude askes me to follow him and i do as im told and follow him, when i see he goes get another costumer problem and i was there standing up waiting for nothing and i was telling my mom how bad i wanted to have a machine gun to kill and all and the crazy shit and i always say when im mad, he goes to me and says well ma'am your line has a problem and i can only try to solve it by making a complaint to the company and it will take like 48 hours to be done, at this point was loosing it, i was close to throwing my phone at his face and saying u dumb useless asshole u kept waiting for hours for nothing, im gonna beat u up till i see ur bones. Thats how frustrated i was, so i left the store and went to the ladys room when i see a bunch of 13 yo girls all dress goth or some exotic and very scary style and weirder emo ( if that s even possible) but anyways as i was in my booth i could she the girls kicking my door, coz they were taking pics in the toilets mirror. I grab my hand sanitizer got all germ free and had to leave the place ASAP before i commit a murder or even kill myself, it had even worst stories but i will tell u more detailed in a video coz im so tired and i need to sleep now


xoxo


i will give u more funny details of that maybe tmrw....

New Year

So today is january 2nd!!!
on new years eve usually people have this thing where everyone pretends they love each other, and start the whole i wish you this this and that, in my case as soon as the fire works start i try to hide from people coz i hate the whole hugging hugging thing, im not a very touchy person i like my personal space in fact that is very important, i get very uncomfortable when people talk to me to close or when people im not so familiar with hug me and wont let me go, the deal with me is say hi with out that annoying hello kiss, in Brazil people like to say hi to everyone and give them a sort of kiss in the cheek, i dont like that i only kiss hello those i know, if i dont know the person i dont like to go and like hug them and all that, call me "Suplada"(snob) but i dont like.

a toast to those who keep up the personal space!!!!!!!!!
cheers to that!!!!!!!

im kinda ironic today, or maybe mean i dont know!!!!
not really good post but thats what i think...


and ps why my family decide its a Pork fest on new years eve? Hello u guys not everyone eats pork!!! and yes i would like to eat till i explode!!!! lets cook some chicken and meet or whatever but pork!!!!

thats all for now
thanks and happy new years to those that deserve it